Sunday, August 27, 2006
The worst thing in life is to see the closest people among you,
crying.
dad has told me times and again to go indonesia,
to visit grandpa,
but i refuse to make time for it,
giving myself all sort of stupid excuses.
well, little did i know that, i'll never get to see him again.
damn! how fuck of a person i am.
Though i wasnt close to grandpa,
but seeing my uncles, aunt, mum and grandma to cry that painfully,
i feel a tinge of remorseful and i really feel for my family.
especially grandma. gods know how much she had suffered.
when i hug her and she just break down,
thats the very first time i saw grandma cry, and my heart just bleed.
ah gong must have reach heaven now.
rolemodel at 1:46 AM