Friday, January 23, 2009
i once thought i'll never had to private my blog.
but here i am, allowing only myself to read it.
as much friends as i have, i can only rant here.
this holiday was so fucking miserable, no one knew.
i love coffee, but i dont really dare to drink it.
at first i thought i'm sick of caffeine,
but its not,
i'm just afraid that coffee will only cause my night to be longer.
rolemodel at 4:24 AM
Monday, January 19, 2009
friends.
its funny how we drift in and out of cliques.
how necessary it is to 'move on'.
there were no arguments within my primary school best friends,
like wise my secondary school best friend etc...
we just didnt call each other for 1 day, then 2... then forever.
i'm not sulking over past friendship, wondering how it could be made better.
the sad part is, due to this inevitable nature of 'moving on',
i see myself losing friends thats around me.
i have lost some, i have gained some.
i suppose everybody needs closure.
rolemodel at 1:31 AM
Friday, January 02, 2009
first post for '09.
i spent my eve and new year day working at hog's.
dont tell me to get a life, cause that is not an option.
thanks to shawn brilliant idea of having a countdown party in the restaurant,
which sadly is a big success judging from the crowd turnout,
which also mean that i got to work like a cow.
at the stroke of midnight, when everybody is cheering and shouting,
i was pouring erdinger beer for customer!
the post party mess was horrendous, we close at 1am, clean up till 4am.
free macdonald from shawn and blackjack till dawn.
it was really cosy to sit around with all my colleagues and eat,
even if its macdonald, it tasted like food from les amis. LOL!
i actually felt good for the first time over this past weeks.
hog's is like my getaway now, getaway to make me busy, to distract myself.
anyhow, plenty of things to do tomorrow.
i wish all to have a great '09 ahead!
rolemodel at 2:41 AM