Friday, March 06, 2009
its official.
the trip to states is cancelled.
how am i suppose to tell christie that i'm not going anymore?
how am i suppose to dissapoint her again?
xavier and i finally got our car.
its a beat up trashy car, but i love it nevertheless.
so pricey to own a car, no wonder dad refuse to buy one.
had been hanging out with jane for quite a bit.
we're rather close, but whats next?
i dont have a good feeling about us being together,
but it seems rather impossible to just hang out like normal.
i still dont know where S and myself stand.
i got a goodnight message from her everynight.
its sweet. i love it.
but, what am i suppose to do?
i need directions. badly.
rolemodel at 2:31 AM