Saturday, February 27, 2010
here i am, 30 minutes before i leave home for hell.
we only got out this morning and have to book in now for field camp.
5 days of no shower, no phone, no ipod and extreme torture awaits me.
they say the best way to survive is to look forward to the end,
when you finally get to book out and meet your family,
penultimately, your love one.
now, you see the main issue, i dont have that special someone waiting for me,
i have at best a picture on my locker which give me nightmare time to time,
but i'm not gonna sulk, i'm gonna take those steps that bring me home.
cause i know, every single step i take, is a step closer to home.
rolemodel at 5:14 PM
Saturday, February 13, 2010
while everyone is busy catching up with their family members,
busy eating the spread that is on the table,
busy drinking cans after cans of beers,
soaking in the chinese new year spirit,
i'm sleeping soundly in my room.
dont get me wrong, i'm not complaining, in fact i like it better this way.
i'm glad my family are not required to conform to all these formalities.
last minute shopping with shermain just now.
not much of a shopping actually,
i think her ulterior motive was to make me help her pick out a gift for rodney.
i was so generous to let her buy my favourite fred perry's polo design la.
pop by this shop "asylum", the things they sell are so simple yet interesting.
i cant really explain, you have to see it for yourself.
actually, i'm just typing, i'm so tired i cant even form sentences properly,
i'm probably just making mental notes, gosh! my mind is fuck,
my head is screaming for me to sleep, but i just woke up from a 2 hours nap.
oh fuck what am i typing!
rolemodel at 9:25 PM